Raya shopping

It was our last weekend of ramadhan before she goes back to her hometown. It's that last Satday for iftar together. It's that Satday for Raya shopping. Suprisingly, KLCC was not packed with last minute runners like Jules and I. There was a queue at the fitting room, nothing too serious to moan about tho. And we were both glad.

There is something you need to know about Jules and I. We came a long way to where we are now. Too much to tell, but one for sure that is related to shopping this year - we are both bois.

For the past year, I only bought clothes to please othrs. More on to enhance my physical nature. That I was born a girl.

This year tho, I decided to please no one but myself. I am who I am. A boi stucked in a girl's body. And no matter how I please others, like choosing a male as a life partner, to dress as pretty as I could, I failed. Nothing done without sincerity of the heart wins.

So it's time. To be me.

We walked into zara man. I picked out a pair of chinos and queued with the rest of the gents. Outside I read a sign "male only". It was my turn and I looked at the handsome looking guy who was looking out for the changing room and said in my boyish voice ever "bro, nak try". He nodded and said wait. I was relieved to know. He acknowledge my wish. And my rights to try that piece of clothing I have my eyes on. To me, it was a gender equality fight and I triumph. My lil heart was happy.

My cool chinos fitted me well and I bought it. With pride. Gay pride.

The rest of the day went well. I bought shirt. And cool relaxing cray shoes to enhance my outfit. Damn. Im keeping my hair. Jules say that I should. Because, i am still in the phase of coming out. I wanted to get a hat. But .. nah, maybe next time. This is an effort not to burn my pocket. It pains my to walkaway knowing I look super awesome, hot and wanna date myself like in it. Lol!

Jules manage to snag a pair of trendy beige chinos frm gap and a cool shirt to go with it. She is aldy out. Her parents are cool about it. And I must say she looks handsome.

So you must know, butch dating butch is nothing but great due to the understanding we both have for each other. And not to mention the girl checking out moments we can share. I love Jules to bits. Being togethr for 2 years, well almost have brought to this point that we have no secrets with each other. We are best friends, playmate and support to each other. :)

And to finish of, this raya.. it's gonna be awesome.

Because, I look like this.. in my mind at least.